macdaddy

the weekend is leaving!
but it was so good. JENNY BLAZE HOWELL YOU ROCK MY SOCKS OFF. i had so much fun with you this weekend, shopping cart, ap, lyon, walking, dancing, everything on friday night. our threesome, sleepover, pizza, i could go on. Then saturday ways ridiculous. i found the convo written on that box in my bag! it says:
s- i walked in and they said.........................well you have to pay
j- oh really?
s- yea
j- .....wha?
s-HAHAHAHAHAH (her head hits a curtain rod)
j- HAHAHAHAHAHAH
all while soup lady gave us the soup and we were tying so hard to be normal. Then saw TEHRON!!!!!

hahaha oh jenny we can never go back and it makes me so sad. josh is still mad at us for kicking him out of the car, and he said he won't smoke us out again. shoooooooot.

i hope everyone had really great weekends, and this weather was amazing/a little crazy (it rained on friday night!)

xoxo-mac

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: joss stone

AN ODE TO HANNAH MASON
I love hannah mason
she is a crazy wierd girl
i know what she's thinking
and she knows what i'm thinking
and we don't even have to say
a single word
she knows the answers to all my questions
like what superheros wear under their supersuits
she procrastinates till forever
and makes me procrastinate
she doesn't let me hang up
and then tells me she has to leave
i know who's knocking at her door
(it was rudie)
i know when she's recording me
basically everything
and she knows everything about me
and she doesn't let me get mad at her
and we're so weird
that only she will understand this
cuz DAAAAMMMMMMN GIRRRRL
thas all i have to say

xoxo-mac

don donm dnon dond ond dond dond don dnon don don dond dond
898o09oik\

PUT PUT IS BACK!
Its so nice being able to drive again, but i'm going to be much more careful now, and hopefully not do it as much. but we'll see how that works out. Last night started out not so good, but it turned out to be a great night. Hung out with Mason, Jenny and Hannah, went to wills house for a little then back to hannahs where we talked for like 2 1/2 hours. It was so great, i'm so excited to start WE HOPP (pretty/popular pancakes). Then this morning had starbucks with jenny cuz she leaves tomorrow!!! what will i do without my dragon partner? also epstien is leaving. that girl is away so much.
i'm kinda excited for pool party today, it will be fun cuz charlotte is comming, and maybe yannick. by the way, i love you charlotte thanks for giving me great hugs last night. hope everyone is having a great summer!

love,

sarah

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: buena vista social club

i've come home to a not-so-fathers-day
cabo is over, but it was great. SO MUCH FUN with my girlys and the bro. i wish that the day we spent just the four of us would go on and on. in cabo it was nice because i got to spend time with my love jenny, i got to know charlotte better and i like her even more! (if thats possible) and i got to hang out with nathan (not nathanal, hannah).

That one night where we had a talk was so comforting for me because i know that i can talk to you char about nathan and my family and you make observations i wouldn't have seen and solid advice. i'd love to talk to you more, and about fun stuff too.

its always hard coming back to reality, especially to what i've decided is a not-so-fathers-day. Today seems like everyother day. It feels like its always fathers day at my house. not in the give a card and spend time with your dad type of way, but in the try to make dad happy, make him dinner because he had to get up early to work, let him relax after work, let him watch the tv, make cookies because that will make him happy, don't bother him, don't make him upset kind of way. It seems that the louder and louder the the tv gets, the less and less my dad feels like my dad, and more like a stranger who i used to know. the familiar sayings and common frases that he says sound strange and ugly. his sarcasim is mean and immature. he is the same as he has always been, and thats the problem. I used to take his yelling and critizism, look down at my feet and try to become so quiet that i would dissapear. but now i don't want to dissapear, and everytime i talk back to him he looks incredulous. no one talks back to him, and he thinks i am being mean or that i am taking something out on him. well i am, i'm taking the pain he's caused me and my mom and my brother out on him. but its not very satisfying, and does not make things better.

this is a very backwards live journal...

sarah

Current Mood: okay
Current Music: groovy cd #7

Last day before CABO WABO
Today i went to the graduation at my old school phs. It was WAY too long, like 2 1/2 hours, ridiculous. But it was fun to see all my old teachers and friends. It was also kinda weird because i remember being at my own graduation, and it feels like i just graduated yesterday. Then i hung out with sophie, sasha, josh, and martin. We went to sophies house and hot tubbing! it was fun to just relax with them and not have any tension. I'm excited that most of them can come to my bday party. Then i came home and stressed out because i have so much packing to do ayayay. Mom comes home tonight, yes! then out to SPICES 2!!!
Hannah Mason my girl, i'm gonna miss you so much, even though we'll only be apart for a week and a half. Have a GREAT time and hook up with lots of pretty spanish boys. I love ya
Jenny, we leave tomorrow!!!!! woop woop! its gonna be so much fun i can believe it.
mags, we're hanging out the SECOND i get back, you too sophie. dont' even joke

Sarah

I'm finally ok again. Its wierd how hard it can be to tell something to someone you love so much. To ask them for something so simple, but so meaningful. I don't know why it was hard, but when i told my mom that i needed her, and wanted to spend more time with her, it took a lot. Its hard cuz she's always gone, and she is the one mainly supporting my family, but for a while i was so scared that we had lost everything we built together.

She is the only one who almost understands me in my crazy family. I had to tell her everything that was happening with my dad, and i don't know if she can make him change but at least she know and understands. Going to tea with her on Saturday should be super fun.

Parents are weird, mothers are amazing.

-sarah

Current Mood: optimistic

freshmen boys...
SUCK. So, its pretty bad when you find out that someone has cheated on you. Its even worse when you were such good friends. Its even worse when they were not just hookups, but girlfriends. Its even worse when you never knew while it was happening. Its even worse when you hooked up after you broke up. Its even worse when it was 5 months ago and you only found out last night. Its even worse when you're best friends knew and didn't tell you. ITS EVEN FUCKING WORSE CUZ ITS SO FUCKED UP!

also...freshmen boys suck, they need to grow up, i'm so over them.

sarah

Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: i'm still in love with you- sean paul

Not such a good start
So today i did not have the best day to start out my week. First of all this weekend was a bit crazy, was pretty out of it the whole weekend, and a lot of drama on saturday. Then last night my mom had a dinner party where her coworker kept trying to set me up with his nephew in Hawaii, i was like, i'm down. Then i had to write my english outline and a journal soi didn't go to bed til 12:30. Today i had a really good talk to dr j and i was feeling better about everyting unitl i showed up three minutes late to spanish and ms papa gave me a fucking detention. Three people showed up late after me and she didn't give them anything!!! what the hell? but its ok, i did it today and got it out of the way. the only thing i'm worried about are my parents getting super mad. but watevs. This afternoon was more fun because i did all my homework in detention, and talked with some of my old friends. We are going to have a reunion soon with our old class and i found out my best friend has a live journal!! Yea Mags!!! Alrighty, thanks hannah and jenny for giving me all those hugs. yalls rock

sarah

Current Mood: blah
Current Music: garden state

Today's soccer game was AMAZING!!! i think it is definately one of the best games we have every played as a team. Even though we lost i feel like we really showed how well we can play when we all focus and work together. It was also a really exciting game because two people got yellow cards (Kay and this smart ass girl on the other team), and jenny got punched in the stomach and it wasn't called by the ref. that girl was a BITCH! Im so sorry aria that you got hurt in the first half, but you rocked it until then. This is the first game where i have really felt comfortable in my new position so it felt great. Then arts fest, performing twice, i was so much less nervous than the first time i performed. Everyone who performed or contributed art was great. My parent bought the bunny!!!!! hahaha will. i'm really tired and as hannah knows, its getting close to my bed time. Great job soccer team, thanks for watching oc with us charlotte. Tomorrow is Friday everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!

love sarita

ps. random things i'm thinking: mark is fucking annoying, mike smokes a LOT now, blisters suck, are zach and i weird (well he is but are we weird being friends), zaras party on saturday!!!, going on a boat high, mmm almond crossaints (spl?)

Current Mood: drained

Coming Home
For spring break i went to Denmark and Paris. It was really fun, it was so good to see my aunt and uncle in Denmark. They are so fun and great, they are my favorite so it sucks that they live so far away. Then i went off to Paris with my grandma and my cousin (who is nine) it was fun most of the time but i think i would like to go back with my mom and just have a more adventurous and laid back time. My day with zara was sooo fun thanks again. then i had to fly all the way home, which was very long because i left Denmark at 4 pm and i arrived in seattle at 4 pm. hmmm how does that work? That was a nine hour flight, then in seattle i was delayed three hours plus my hour and a half layover taht i had to begin with. LAME, the seattle airport sucks. there is no good food. Then i finally got to SFO and sheri picked me up! how nice, and she took me home where my parents suprised me!!!!!! well not only my but also jenny hannah and jackie who were in my room to party with me when i got back. luckily everyone had left my house and the girls had cleaned up. but my parents still kinda found out cuz there was a beer can pyramid in my brothers bathroom and they saw it. But they were cool about it and we're not in trouble...well i'm not and i'm pretty sure nathan isn't either. Then dim sum on sunday with my favorite girls hannah and jenny. Last night i really wasn't hungry so i didn't eat dinner then i went to bed but woke up at 4 am and was sick and i threw up every hour. i decided to go to school but i got sick there too so now i'm home and i'm watching movies and music videos. i'm super bored and mad cuz i feel yucky and i can't go to practice. i have to be at school tomorrow so i can play in the game tomorrow. i hope everyone has a great first day back!

love sarita

Current Mood: sick

PARIS!!!
So tomorrow i leave for Paris, yay!!! i'm super excited but also sad because i'm going to miss all of my friends over spring break. I've had a fun deal week playing soccer and hanging out with jenny tons and zach some. Soccer can be soooo funny, getting hurt, all the intense players, crazy monkey soccer from Mr. Ulmer, barking from mike, and pink shirt!!! haha, its been fun. i'm packing right now and i'm so happy that i got to see epstin today before i left, that was fun. I'm sorry i can't see mason for another whole week!!!!!! i don't know how we'll survive. and all my other lovely friends i will miss you so much. I hope everyone has a great spring break and all i can say is SATURDAY NIGHT WILL ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love, sarita

Current Mood: blah

Weekends
I've been having some great weekends recently, but some not so good weeks. This weekend has been pretty good, saturday i hung out with my mom while she baked up a storm, and then i went over to jenny's house and we had awesome sushi and just had fun. Then we went to zachs house and hung out for a while. Then we went to go meet up with andrew but we decided it was too far and we were too cool for him haha so we went to Jonny Rockets and had milkshakes. Then my mom picked us up and we went home and talked in my bed and told some big secrets and had some really good sleep and we budded a lot. hahaha. Then today Zach came with me to dim sum with the fam, and it took sooooo long to drive there cuz there was crazy random traffic. Dim sum was good, and everyone liked zach which was also good. My 5 year old cousin matilde was there and she whispered in my ear "are you boyfriend and girlfriend?" hahahahahah it was so cute and funny. My other cousin who is 7 liked zach and told him all these jokes, it was also very cute and funny. Then zach and i went shopping cuz he def needed some new pants, and then we went to see the movie be cool and it was pretty good. then we went to the jcc for some tryout thingys and then we went out to dinner with his family. It was really fun and we laughed a lot especially when we were walking back to the car and zachs little brother tripped his mom and she threw her hands out to regain her balance and she hit me on my collar bone. It was really funny. I really like being in the happy place with him, you know what i mean jenny. We just have a lot of fun without stress or drama and it rocks.

Love Sarita.

P.S. Hanban, i can't wait for out farewell weekend together, its gonna be a blast.

Current Mood: happy

I can't believe that some people still act so immaturely. I guess its how freshman are supposed to act but when you do something so dumb and pointless sometimes i just can't understand it at all. How can people be so bored with their own lives that they take the time and energy to make up a rumor about another person, and create false "evidence" that it happened? All i can say is that you never know if what you are hearing is true. I feel like sometimes people don't understand how much their actions can affect another person. It may seem like a big joke and not a big deal, but the things we do have consequences and i think everyone including myself forgets that. So to clear the air THE DUMBASS RUMOR ABOUT JACKIE IS NOT TRUE. ITS A LOAD OF CRAP AND ITS ONE OF THE STUPIDEST THINGS I'VE EVER HEARD!!!!!!!!! LICK BOYS CAN SUCK MY BUTT!!!!!!!!! Also, why does everyone have to pick on one person. I understand that sometimes you might not like someone very much, and you might not be very close to them, but that does not give you the right to treat them like shit and be mean to them. All you have to do is be polite and this crazy world could be a better place.

Current Mood: irritated

Que Pasa Calabasa??? (epstin)
I have very mixed feelings about todays game. yea we lost and didn't even get ONE SHOT ON GOAL!!!! but also i haven't played in two years and it was TOTALLY FUCKING AWESOME!!!!!!!!! i loved it and i can't wait to play more more more! Hannah you were rockstare today no joke, you played incredibly and basasicamente held together the whole right side defense the whole game. Aria, you held down the left side and you know it. Jenny was a beast (haha) as well and i'm totally psyched for our four seasons together. WE DO NEED MORE FANS!!! i know its hard to cheer on a team who looses but c'mon!!! We'd love to have you all out there screaming for us. I know that we're not hot boys, but we are damn sexy girls and you know you wanna come watch us play! By the way, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNY!!!!!!!!!! it was on sunday but if you see her you should definately wish her a happy belated birthday. I CANNOT wait for the dance on friday cuz its gonna be soooooooo fun and everyone better come because the more people there are the better it will be.

Current Mood: good
Current Music: nada nada limonada

Josh my lover...
I thought that we would be friends, and keep in touch like we promised we would. I thought that he wanted to, but suddenly he stops talking to me because i changed. well...yes, i have changed. people change, but that doesn't mean you should just stop talking to them randomly, you wouldn't have any friends left! I don't understand why he's doing this becuase it makes me so sad that we can't even have a conversation longer than three minutes anynore. But the worst part about it is that i miss him like crazy, and i can't see him till the summer, and i'm afraid that by then we won't know each other any more. I don't know what to do.

(btw it is NOT josh abbleman or meir)

Current Mood: sad
Current Music: nada

VALENTINES DAY!!!
YAY! Today is Valentines day, today is about love. I love lots and lots of things like my friends and family and flowers and chocolate, and so much more. If you LOVE valentines day, then post something else that you LOVE. I LOVE YOU!

P.S. to my valentines hanban and jenny: I'm super excited for our lovefest tonight, epstin i'm so happy that your're coming!! I love you all so much. Get ready for some amazing pastel de chocolate.

Current Mood: lovey
Current Music: I believe in miracles...

sickos
Today hanban and i went home to my house cuz we're sickos and we needed to relax and get better. i'm sorry esptin and jenny cuz i really wanted to go to soccer but my parents said if i didn't go to school i couldn't go to soccer. don't worry though cuz i'll be there tomorrow and and super excited for the whole seaseon and being on a team with you both, and all the other great ladies who are on the team. hanban, thanks for making me feel better, watch out i'm still waiting for the perfect moment to lick your hand.

The other day i was thinking about what would have happened if i hadn't come to drew...it was a sad picture. none of my new great friends would be there, and i wouldn't be baking loads of brownies to buy a purple dragon! So i just want to say thanks you to nathan and will for convincing me to go to drew, and to annie and charlotte for being excited that i was coming. Annie, i'm so glad that your sister and i like eachother because otherwise it would have been akward when we hung out haha. hanban, sleep well and feel betta!

love sarah

Current Mood: sick
Current Music: The food chanel

SUN SUN SUN!!!
I don't write very much in this so whenever i do i feel some pressure to write a really good one. its especially hard when charlotte is watching me write it and expecting great things. haha jk. Well this week has been not so great cuz i got sick after the ski trip and didn't go to school on monday, and it pretty much went downhill from there. I felt horrible on monday, and tuesday i felt better, then wednesday was beautiful with skirt day!!! but it was a crap day cuz i have double enlgish, history, and spanish. it was the worst spanish class ever!! ms papa yelled at hannah and i and we weren't even looking at eachother or sitting next to each other! she just looks over and goes "hannah and sarita stop it" i used to think she kinda liked us but now we've gotten too girly...uhhh well i hate to break it to her but we are girls. then today i had a stressful science cuz ms dick doesn't know how to teach, and i had a humongo english test. one of the best parts of my day besides having a nice talk with my mom while getting jamba was hanban's super long message that was on my phone this moring. she just kept going on and on about things she couldn't even remember. haha thanks for that. the best part of this week is the amazing weather!!!! it just makes me feel so good, stay here pretty sun!

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: nathan talking to himself

ALIAS IS ON TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BEST NOT MISS IT CUZ ITS THE BEST SHOW!!!!!!!

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: none

Advertisement